I was praying and I came across this site. Everything seems to be going against people these days but I truly believe that God makes a way out for us no matter what or who gets in our way. So many people here are struggling including myself. I suffer with bipolar disorder which is hard to talk about let alone publish it on the internet. I don't have a support system in my life and am currently unemployed but looking for work. I have worked most of my life but now I feel like I have hit a wall and I need some time to get myself together so that I can go on and start to do what I need to do. But when you have bipolar it is really an 'invisible' disorder as people don't really see you suffering or understand the magnitude of the agony that can happen to a person. I really do want to get a job and take care of myself like I always have but also I know that I am fighting this extreme depression at the moment. I need a few months very badly to overcome this depression I am going through right now so that I can go on. I am suffering in agony right now and I really need to feel secure for just a moment from all of the stress in looking and not finding a job. It is really putting extra stress on me right now that I really cannot handle. That is what I really need from the bottom of my heart, a little time. I would say that $1,000.00 would help me to cover a couple of months rent so that I would have time to look for work without the stress of not being able to pay my bills and rent and so that I could find a job that is less stressful than normal which is hard to find. I cannot do what I used to do and I need to find something different that I can physically cope with this time. That is what I really need. What I would like if anyone reads this who has the resources for it also is to fix my teeth. Half of my teeth are missing on the bottom and I would like to get either a bridge or implants as it is hard to chew and my face always feels lopsided from the other side. I am throwing a figure out for those that may be in the dental field as I am sure they are pretty aware of the costs involved in implants. To do what I need for my dental work the cost would be $6,000. For anyone involved in surgery, I would like to get a bone spur removed from my foot as everytime I walk it hurts and I can barely stand the pain. Well, I have put out what I really need and I hope whoever may be able to help realizes this is coming from my heart. Thank you.
